• Showing posts with label Unfamiliar. Show all posts
    Showing posts with label Unfamiliar. Show all posts

    Being Shaken

    Hebrews 1:1-2  God, who at various times and in various ways spoke in time past to the fathers by the prophets, has in these last days spoken to us by His Son, whom He has appointed heir of all things, through whom also He made the worlds;………Hebrews 12:25-28  See that you do not refuse Him who speaks, For it they did not escape who refused Him who spoke on earth, much more shall we not escape if we turn away from Him who speaks from heaven, whose voice then shook the earth; but now He has promised, saying, “Yet once more I shake not only the earth, but also heaven.”  Now this, “Yet once more,” indicates the removal of those things that are being shaken, as of things that are made, that the things which cannot be shaken may remain.

    If you are alive then you are either in the process of being shaken, have been shaken or soon will be shaken by the things going on in your life and or the things going on in the world so that those things which cannot be shaken will remain.  We have been going through the process of being shaken for about three years now and without a doubt only those things which are of the kingdom will be left when it’s over.

     In a previous post I wrote about walking through circumstances which caused much of my external existence to ‘feel’ very unfamiliar even though by observation it wouldn’t appear to anyone else to be any different.  We have all experienced those times when something happens (usually out of our control) that causes our life as we know it to be suddenly changed.  It might be a loss of a job or income as was the case with us, or the death of a spouse or a divorce, but all of the sudden everything around you that made your life yours is different and maybe like me at first you feel like you’ve been dropped off on another planet. I remember initially feeling a sense of panic (based on what was going in the natural) until the Lord told us what to do and what not to do. I have since found that the only familiar place in life I can count on is in Jesus, everything else is subject to change ‘without notice’ I might add. Over the past three years with all we have personally been through and all the changes taking place in other peoples lives on a global scale socially and economically, just about everything became unfamiliar and uncomfortable for a season.  But what I have felt lately and believe I am not alone in this, is that while externally it is no longer unfamiliar or uncomfortable, how I feel about it all is unfamiliar, if that makes any sense. As I have found more and more strength and stability in the Lord I have also found myself to be affected differently (in a good way) by what is going on around me.  Many in the body of Christ are undergoing changes inside primarily brought on by external circumstances in preparation for what the Lord is going to be doing through us in the days to come.  Even though some things have returned to a more familiar place externally, my relation to some things in my life is not the same and never will be.

    Psalm 37:39-40 But the salvation of the righteous is from the Lord; He is their strength in the time of trouble.  And the Lord shall help them and deliver then;  he shall deliver them from the wicked and save them, because they trust in Him.
    April 12th, 2012

    Strangely Unfamiliar

          I am not sure if it is just me or if you have been feeling the same as I.  Things seem strangely unfamiliar to me and have for quite some time. Just when I think that is going to change it seems something else happens and the familiarity I thought was within my grasp stops short. Even things that should "feel" familiar don't.  I wish I could say this has been a recent thing, but to be honest it began over two years ago and rather than subsiding with time it seems that time has only increased this uncomfortable feeling and sense of not belonging.

         The other day I thought about TV shows I watched as a kid. For me there was the Lucy Show, the Flintstones, the Price Is Right (has there ever been a time that show wasn't on TV?) and others that came on at the same time. Did you feel somehow that all was right with the world as long as you got to watch "your" show? I know I did.  I think watching the shows was more about a sense of continuity, an inner strength that was drawn, however unnoticed, from the fact that no matter what catastrophe was going on in the world, or even  closer to home, the TV show was a familiar place, like the familiarity one feels when they turn the corner and see the name of their street on the sign.  Even the music to the evening news can create the same sense of familiarity and comfort or the sound of a lawn mower, just because it is a sound we have heard all our life. Hopefully you're following me on this.

         Back about a year ago as things were changing  with the economy and other areas of life that we grow accustom to over time, one of the things I believe God wants to develop in us, is for Him to be our familiar place, our place of comfort and safety, our place of continuity on a daily basis.  That the familiarity of being with Him will be where we draw our inner strength from. The truth is, nothing is forever except Him. No matter what it is that brings us that sense of belonging, or comfort or that feeling that the world is as it should be, the world around us is changing , and much in ways we have no control over. We can however  control  what we choose to cling to and allow to be our safe place. I don't know about you, but I am learning more and more that Jesus is who I need to cling to and  needs to be what makes the world for me "as it should be".

         The Word refers to believers as strangers and pilgrims on earth (Hebrews 11:13), and I have over the years witnessed an increased sense of not belonging here but even more so the past few months.  Years ago we used to sing a song that had the following verse:



    This world is not my home I'm just passing through
    my treasures are laid up somewhere beyond the blue
    the angels beckon me from Heaven's open door
    and I can't feel at home in this world anymore.
     
         As a young Christian I  hardly understood the sentiment with which the above verse was penned. While my eyes had been opened to a whole other world beyond the one in which I live on earth, the reality of its existence  has been ongoing. Back then I couldn't  imagine coming to a place where the reality of Gods kingdom and heaven as my home would surpass the touchy feely "real" existence of my life on earth, but as my perception of God has changed, so has my reality.
    March 23, 2011