A little over a week ago one of our beloved cats disappeared
without a trace, this makes the second cat in a month to vanish. Cats don’t get
lost, run over maybe, but not lost. What added to my anguish and confusion was
that on the spur of the moment the night before I had prayed specifically for
his safety and protection.
For people who
have never had a cat it’s hard to imagine the trauma of losing one let alone
the torment when you don’t know what happened. Most people will tell you they
would rather find out their beloved feline met their demise with a motor
vehicle than to be left wondering. Even in hind sight it can seem trivial but
that is only because of Gods amazing grace, because in the week following
Oreo’s disappearance I was distraught to be honest, from his sudden
disappearance, my confusion about God allowing it, and the belief that my cats
have gone missing at the hand of a neighbor; a neighbor to whom I must be as
Christ. Suffering…… somethings are sent by God, but even what isn't, is used by
God.
1 Peter 4:19 So then,
those who suffer according to God’s will should commit themselves to their
faithful Creator and continue to do good.
We forget
sometimes we are possessors of nothing and stewards of everything, even the
gifts God gives us. He graciously reminded me that He was Oreo’s creator and
could take care of him quite well, thank you. I had to come to realize that
even if Oreo had been taken and dumped in the middle of nowhere I was not
anyone to question Him about it. I was reminded of Job, not because of his
suffering (nothing I’ve been through ever could compare to his suffering) but
because the Lord addresses Job as ‘one who darkens His counsel with words
without knowledge’, how well I could relate, because that is where I was living
for several days.
God understands how hard it can be in the midst of suffering
to continue to do good, especially if you believe that someone else is
responsible for the suffering. BUT I can tell you without a doubt, God’s grace
is sufficient, for His strength is made perfect in weakness.
There are times in our life when we will suffer on account
of God’s will. Not suffering just
because of what we are experiencing, but going through it the way, we as
believers in Christ are commanded in scripture to respond.
1 Peter 4:12 Think it not strange concerning the fiery trial
which is to try you as some strange thing happened to you; but rejoice to the
extent that you partake of Christ’s sufferings, that when his glory is
revealed, you may also be glad with exceeding joy.
So not only are we to not think it strange, but we are to
rejoice! Seriously? I mean after all I
am a believer, doesn’t that make me immune to certain types of suffering? Maybe
you don’t ever think that way, and though I don’t adhere to the “modern gospel
being preached these days” I must admit I have. I understand why Jesus said
‘blessed are those who aren’t offended in me.’
One thing I have come to realize over the years is, if we as
believers never suffer anything how are unbelievers ever going to know just how
incredible the grace of God is? We sometimes forget that grace encompasses
everything about our life, not just getting saved. Grace is God’s divine
ability to do that which would otherwise be impossible. God requires some
hard things of us, but He also gives us the ability to do what He requires. How
awesome is that! If we are going to be a
strange sight to draw the attention of those who don’t yet know Him, then we
will be as the bush on fire in the desert that drew Moses aside. The bush was on fire yet not consumed. God's
primary goal for our life is to conform us to the image of Christ. Remembering that helps change my perspective
about suffering.